Perfectly imperfect

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:01:51 GMT

1) Are you ready for 106 questions?
Of course, either that or learning :D

2) Was your last kiss a mistake?
Hard to say, I’m trying not to think about it.

3) Do you like someone?
Like as in like men or like puppies? XD

4) Who did you last say I love you to?
To my dog, does it count?

5) Do you regret it ?
Nope.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
I guess, but never that bad that I denied eating...

7) Do you have a best friend?
I do.

8) How old were you when you lost your virginity?
Still a virgin..

9) What is your relationship status?
Single.

10) How do you want to die?
Sudden death.

11) What did you last eat?
Pancakes.

12) Have you played any sports?
Volleyball, mostly.

13) Do you bite your nails?
Not anymore.

14) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what’s your first thought?
WTF?

15) Do you have an attitude?
Yes.

16) Have you ever been in love?
Oh yeah.

17) What is your real name?
Paulina

18) Do you like to read?
Yes, very much.

19) Are you gonna get high later?
No.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No.

21) Do you miss someone?
No.

22) List your top five favorite actors:
- Alan Rickman
- Ralph Fiennes
- Nicholas Cage
- Robin Williams
- Mark Harmon

23) Who do you trust the most?
Me.

24) What’s your favorite memory?
Of Prague.

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Tired.

26) Have you ever ate food in a car while someone or yourself was driving?
It happened, but it never was me driving (I don’t even have driving license).

27) What’s your favorite feeling?
Satisfaction.

28) You somehow inherited $100 million. What would you do with it?
Buy lots of books, moved to village I love so much and invested some part of it, so I’d have never have to worry about money.

29) What are your top five favorite Disney movies?
- Lion King
- Little Mermaid
- Anastasia
- Atlantis
- Mulan

30) Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people?
Nah, they’re just dolls. People grow up (some of them at least) and forget about them. Bad influence is fashion and skinny models, commercials and etc.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Nah, it’s pointless. I can’t change any of it, right? So regret is just a wasted energy and I have other things to do that need my attention and energy ;)

32) What are your political views?
My only view is that politicians should be all killed. At least ones in Poland, because they’re all idiots, ruining my country :/

33) Do you want to have a kid?
No.

34) Ever kissed somebody that name starts with a A?
I did.

35) Do you type fast?
If there’s a need, I do.

36) Do you have piercings?
Three; two in one ear, one in the other.

37) Did you have a good day?
It hasn’t ended yet.

38) Can you spell well?
Yes, at least in my native language XD.

40) What are you craving right now?
Ginger beer and fromage falvoured snacks.

41) List your top five favorite music artists:
- Michał Bajor
- Tori Amos
- Within Temptation
- Pink
- Marilyn Manson

42) List your top five favorite books:
- Wizard from the Earthsea (and rest of the books about this Wizard :D)
- Proffesion: Witch (Olga Gromyko)
- Liar (Jakub Ćwiek)
- Wuthering Heights (Emily Bronte)
- The Sun Bird (and Egyptian tetralogy; Wilbur Smith)

43) Describe your ideal boyfriend/girlfriend.
He should be smart, funny and supportive. And there should be that certain spark between us. That’s all I need.

44) Who was the last person to call you beautiful?
Karolina probably, she always tells me I’m beautiful. Serious lapse in judgement…

45) Aside from food and water, what are some things you know you can’t live without?
Books, music and Ciechan beer XD.

46) What are you most afraid of?
Dying of cancer.

47) If you could have anything in the world, what would it be?
I always wanted to have a dragon... Anyway, I’d like to have more free time :D

48) List your top five favorite romance films:
I cannot think of any title right now…

49) What’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to you?
I never believe it, so I don’t pay much attention to that.

50) What should you be doing?
Learning to stupid exam :/

51) What was the last film you’ve seen in theaters?
X Files II.

52) What’s the one thing you would wish to give someone close to you? Why?
Brain. To my sister (what, we are close, we’re sharing parents :P). Reason is rather obvious…

53) What’s one thing you would change about yourself?
Laziness. I should study more.

54) What is your favorite color?
Black.

55) When things get rough, what’s the one thing that helps you keep calm?
Deep breaths and thinking about undressing Severus Snape or Steven Strait... (I noticed I think awfully lot about undressing, maybe it’s because it’s winter… though I have the feeling it’s because I’m so helplessly perverted :D)

56) Do you believe in God?
And in Goddes, yes.

57) What’s the greatest gift you’ve ever received?
Life ;)

58) What the one thing you always do before going to bed?
I sprinkle my pillow with some perfumes, can’t sleep without it.

59) What’s the most embarrassing moment you’ve had in your life?
Can’t think of anything embarrassing enough.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes, I think so.

61) Do you secretly like someone?
No.

62) Where were you born?
In hospital XD. In Hajnówka, Poland.

63) Who makes you laugh the most?
My grandma. Once she says something, you can only laugh.

64) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.

65) Is it too personal now?
What?

66) What is the one thing you’re looking forward to the most?
Right now? Being old. I’d be that crazy grandma in the village, who has lots of cats and talk to them more often than to people…

67) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No. If someone betrays me, how can I ever trust them again?

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.

69) Do you think you're a good person?
I have my moments :D

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Some things certainly do.

71) What is the one phrase/word you say the most?
Bez kitu – something like, “no joking”.

72) Last time you had a nice bubble bath?
About a month ago.

73) What is bothering you?
That stupid exam, really hard to pass and what I’m doing? Writing a meme.

74) Are you addicted to anything?
Chocolate, beer, snacks and cheese flavored popcorn.

75) Do you play Wii?
?

76) What does it mean if you’re quiet?
That I’m plotting XD.

77) Would you honestly risk your life for someone else?
Yes.

78) Could you see yourself with someone forever?
Nah, I’m pretty difficult person to be with... unless they guy would be some masochist XD

79) Do you forgive or forget?
I can forgive, but cannot forget.

80) Are you excited you're almost done with this survey?
Yeah XD

81) Are you mean?
Sometimes.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
I think so.

83) Do you trust easily?
Not so much anymore. And I never trust again person who failed my trust.

84) Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
I’m usually myself, no matter the surroundings.

85) Is there someone from the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
Yes.

86) If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? Where would you go?
Yes. Probably to Budy or to Prague, I love that city and people there and their beer and ABSINTHE XD

87) Who was last person to make you mad?
A fellow student.

88) Do you like the outside?
Yes..

89) Are you currently bored?
No, not really.

90) When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
In the middle of January I think.

91) What is bothering you right now?
Exam :P but I mentioned it already.

92) Name the best people who can cheer you up.
My grandma and Lucas.

93) Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Well, it’s their decision. I don’t mind. And I have this funny thing, that I can’t tear my eyes from person who is smoking… I like smoking people XD

94) What makes you happy?
New episodes of my favourite tv shows, buying books, falling snow... lot of stuff.

95) Would you change your name?
Nah, I like my name.

96) Do you believe you have made a difference in someone’s life?
Oh, I’m certain I did make a difference in some people lives.

97) Do you know someone who likes you?
Yes.

98) Do you watch the news?
Sometimes.

99) What is your zodiac sign?
Sagittarius.

100) When’s your birthday?
In November.

101) What’s on television?
I don’t know, I’m not watching it.

102) Has anyone broken your heart?
Yes.

103) What are you listening to now?
mOBSCENE, Marilyn Manson.

104) Last person who called you?
My mom, to tell me to buy dog food.

105) What time do you wake up?
Usually after 9:00 am, but today I wake up slightly after 8:00 am.

106) How many people have you honestly been in love with?
One.

And now off to learning :/

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 18:59:57 GMT

Was a bit busy lately, university, stuDYING and job, sort of ;] Dad is getting really busy with taxes and I’m trying to help him, but I guess my helping causes him twice more work to do XD

Still waiting for one exam result, if I passed, I can get seriously drunk and do more stupid things to celebrate end of the term. Four days in a row I had to go to B-stok and back home. I got to sleep in my own bed, that’s a plus, but still, I had to get up at 5:00 o’clock… I know, I know, other people has to get up even earlier or, what’s worse, has to get up at this unholy hour every other day… but I’m not everyone, I need to sleep longer in the morning or I’m completely useless.
So during such weekends I usually, instead of taking notes, sip extra strong espresso with a lot of sugar and think about undressing Severus Snape (mainly because there’s sooo many buttons and at my fogged state of mind it takes me a lot of time to deal with them – since I snore, it’s not safe for me to simply sleep during lecture XD)…
Anyway, I survived the very long weekend and I’m having deserved break, at least today. BTW, I noticed there’s a lot of new people at uni. Though current fashion is so confusing, that we (me and Merry Band) have a hard time deciding or more like, guessing, if person who passed us was man or woman… thin boys with emo-haircuts, wearing bracelets and tight jeans are everywhere these days... it’s a bit scary. Where are these well-build men, with some muscles? Because all I lately see are guys with skinny asses and legs thin like my wrists. This is not good…

Our new timetable, in short, sucks. There will be no more trips to KFC or elsewhere for lunch… Though after the last time, maybe it’s for the better.
We ordered the whole chicken with French fries and something to drink. We had about three hours of free time between lectures and since we felt unusually lazy, we just stayed in KFC and ate. Of course Tomasz complained we paid so much for the meal (as for poor students that is) and he’s still hungry… so we got that “brilliant” idea, that if we want to get things even with KFC we should drink at least four 0,5 cups of Pepsi (if you get the biggest cup, you can drink as long as you want, they refill it). We drank about seven. I thought I’ll die during lecture, few minutes later. Never mix Pepsi with 7up and never drink so much of it… XD

I finally made that necklace I mentioned some time ago. It’s not exactly what I wanted, but surely, it's the second best thing XD (for me).

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 11:55:33 GMT

Now this note just prove how lazy I am. Last note was form the beginning of Nov. Congrats, I’m 100% lazy ass.

Christmas is coming. I’m not the big enthusiast of it. At least in this form I’m so used to. Due to some unfortunate events, this year we’re having Christmas Eve at our place… that means a lot of people in one place and no escape.
Some friends already made plans for me – usual meetings stuff here and there, but I’m doing Rabbit thing – I’m disappearing without a word. Yup, wyprawa czarownic.

Karolinka’s coming back from Turkey at the end of this month. She invited me or rather demanded: you have to come here (Turkey), you have to sell yourself and buy a ticket.
Feeling mischievous, I put info on my messenger that I’ll sell myself for a ticket to Turkey. Imagine my surprise when someone actually offered to buy it for me. My my...
Karolinka immediately told me that was not what she meant at all. People are so serious now what a pity ;) there's nothing better than dirty jokes XD
Plus, it’s fun to know that you have friends who are trying to talk you into prostitution.

Being my usual self I’ve got in one crappy affair (big surprise). A friend of mine suddenly decided he wants to be my… something and tries to talk me into going on holiday with him…
That’s why I avoid talking to men. They have unhealthy tendency to think it means something… eh, troubles, troubles, troubles…

They said “10,000 BC” is the one of the worst movies in 2008… well, I was impressed. I thought it will be something like Eaters of the Dead (by Crichton)/ 13th warrior (movie with Banderas)… but it wasn’t. And I loved all of these animations and these tribes from desert – they had great clothes… and that Egiptian-like civilization and city, awww. I’m sure that pharaoh was based on Echnaton at some point.
And Steven Strait. It should be a crime to be so handsome… he makes me giggle like stupid…

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 11:14:24 GMT

IT is SO irritating…

A friend of mine is playing matchmaker. No, not again, but STILL.
Today she has this kind of birthday party, we used to spend in feminine company. NO MEN. Just her, me, the other Muppet ;] (I mean it in the most affectionate way I can muster) and/or some other girls… And that was the plan for this year, but since the last meeting, when I mentioned that I’m not looking forward any dates with the guy, she sets me up. And when added that I haven’t seen him since summer break, she couldn’t let the case rest in peace. NO.
So today, I’m going for a party I don’t really want to go and spend it with the guy I wanted to avoid. Great.
Can it get any better? (rhetorical question)

No mention she complains all the time that I never want to do the first step, that I never invite or suggest meetings… how come it never occurred to her that I’ve this… rejection fear? That I never in my whole life though that maybe actually someone wants for me to make this first step. Unless I feel comfortable with someone, like Rabbit, Gofer (even if she constantly nag me about politics)… but it takes time and demand certain ritual.
I still think that I’m just bothering people with my existence, questions, comments, offers, opinions and on and on. So I keep staying away and they think I’m snob… Well…

Life’s tough, get a blog ;]

The good thing of this weekend is that I’ve seen Bones (4x08) yesterday and it somehow makes my mood brighter. Eh… just survive till the Tuesday – Gibbs will soothe my sorry soul (apparently too much Bowie… but like… who cares – I bet you, of all people, Rabbit will be proud :P)

I mentioned that my mummy (she doesn’t mind I call her mummy around – my mother I mean) found our distant relatives, who live in UK.
So I felt creative and wanted to draw family tree, and guess what? It’s one hell of BAOBAB family tree. Not mention how confusing it is, when it seems there are only Janina’s, Ludwika’s and Jan’s in whole family… My grandma is confused already, so what I’m supposed to say? I never met those great ancestors of mine. Though I have some old pictures, so I can finally fit the face to name… which is nice.

Rambling.
Sometimes I wonder how would it be, if some things went the other way and for example I’d never met Rabbit (though I’m sure the world was too small for us to pass each other). And now I wonder about what would happen if my mother didn’t find our “lost” relatives.
I write now to girl I’d have never write otherwise and somehow it’s as I’d just meet my long not seen friend.
To imagine, I could live my life pretty the same way with that little difference – I’d never knew about her. Because until some time ago I didn’t even know she existed. The same about me for her.
Life’s strange. But amazing.

Anyway, said relatives are coming to visit us in Easter. So mum is fussing around – she already planned some minor renovations in our flat. Oh, this is going to be fun. She’s so enthusiastic about the whole thing.
Me too, of course. I’m very happy they’re coming. I’m just not the type for plans and preparations. Besides, when I start to plan something, it usually doesn’t work out the way I wanted it ;] So I’ll just keep my fingers crossed.

Now, some more rambling.
I’d love to escape for a few days at least. Especially from my friends. Ok, I know they want me to be happy, but… can’t they leave me alone? I need space.
On my own I feel happy. I really do. It’s not like I made myself think that…
“Cause when I’m on my own, I’m in bad company…” and I love this bad company XD

And I’ve got this “The Crow” craving. Got all of the parts, but sadly I must say, the first one is the best… Mum thinks I’ve finally lost my mind (as if I ever had one to begin with).
That reminds me I should see new batman, I’ve heard the Joker is great. Yup, you always like villains more than actual heros.

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 19:04:07 GMT

Mum’s cooking pumpkin soup, I can’t help but think of Harry Potter’s magic world. Having some powers would be nice too, but I seriously doubt they come with eating pumpkin soups… though maybe… nah XD
I probably should be in the kitchen now, learning useful things about cooking, but Circe, I’m so helpless there... so I stay here ;]

This weekend I start third year of studies. I don’t feel like… whole Saturday at UwB – twelve hours of lectures. None of it looks interesting, guess I’ll spend next few months questioning myself again: how it exactly happened that you end up studying law. But it’s not like I’m going to resign ;] I’ll finish it. I’ll complain, a lot, but I’ll do it.
There’s no more English class, nothing to look forward to… I’ll miss it. Maybe next year, if I write matura’s exam well enough

From the other hand, maybe when my studies start, I’ll have some peace… Elka will stop asking me to come to Warsaw – she just can’t understand I don’t like the city and I don’t think I’ll be able to stand her company for 48 h. I like her, but sometimes her company is just too much for me… especially now, that all she talks about is her would-be-boyrfriend.

And He… during holidays I thought it will be alright when he starts his studies, that we will stay in contact – we’ll talk, text, meet once in awhile, but now I feel like I don’t really want all that…
That’s what you get, when you let other people organize your “personal” life.

Geez, I have one big mess in my head now... I should invite myself for some beer and relax, I’m thinking far too much lately.

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 11:13:59 GMT

My geek mum found our family, who lives in UK. "We" lost contact long ago, and mum wanted get in touch with them, because they had old movies, they recorded in Budy, after the Second World War.
So, after few years of searching through the internet, she finally found them, thanks to facebook. So I'm constantly checking her account for any messages, and if there are any messages, I translate them (form them to mum, from mum to them) and I start to feel a bit schizophrenic. Especially when I have to write about myself...
I should send mum for some English classes. Because I'm thinking of moving out to other city at the end of this year or at the beginning of next year, and since my sis doesn't know English to that level, mum will see it as another reason for keeping me here.
Honestly. I know it's difficult for her to let me go, but hell, I'm almost 21. I want to have some freedom, some independence from them. And if not now, then when?
Besides, I can't stand the atmosphere at home any longer. It's all because of my father. I told him few words of truth and he felt offended. I don't give a... I don't care if he's offended, I was right and I'm not going to say sorry.
He doesn't talk to me since then. Two weeks passed and he still hasn't mutter a word to me. I don't really care, but nonethless it's sad when your father greet rather your dog than you...

So, now I need to get a job, save some money and then, I'm moving out. And if exam goes well, I'm starting another studies, so I'll not only be an Evil Law Student, but also, evil English Translator (I hope so, at least).

Taken from wingedseraph7.

TEN HOW'S:

How did you get one of your scars?
I ran with knife, I fell down and ended up with mentioned knife in my calf… It was very educational accident ;]

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
Alone, drinking beer and watching some pirate’s movie.

How are you feeling at this moment?
Fine.

How did your night go last night?
Fine.

How did you do in high school?
I was average student. I was the best in my class, so I never overworked myself with learning ;]

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I found it in second hand.

How often do you see your best friend?
As often as I can, but it’s usually once or twice a year. We talk often.

How much money did you spend last month?
About three hundred zlotys, it’s a little over one hundred dollars.

How old do you want to be when you get married?
I don’t want to get married.

How old will you be at your next bday?
This year, 21, next 22.

NINE WHAT'S:

What is your mother's name?
Alicja (Alice)

What did you do last weekend?
Watching movies mostly.

What is the most important part of your life?
Friends, family…

What would you rather be doing?
Drinking beer with Rabbit on the beach.

What did you last cry over?
My life. Though I cried more over a movie ;]

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Tea, chocolate and reading.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Brain.

What are you worried about?
That Mr Frankenstein will teach me this year too.

What did you have for breakfast?
Two chocolate bars and tea.

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Yes.

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes.

Have you ever been out of the country?
Yes.

Have you ever kissed a stranger?
No.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
I used to be, all the time. Now I like to think I’m smarter than to let them do that.

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
No. And I don’t think I’d like to.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
No.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yes.

SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?
My mum.

Who was the last person you texted?
An old friend form school.

Who was the last person you hung out with?
Kaska.

Who was the last person to call you?
My mum.

Who did you last hug?
Kaska.

Who is the last person who texted you?
That old friend from school.

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
I have no idea, I avoid this phrase, so it has to be long ago.

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?
In Poland. ;]

Where did you last hang out?
I guess it was second hand.

Where do you go to school?
I study at UwB.

Where is your favorite place to be?
Book shop.

Where did you sleep last night?
Home, in my bed precisely.

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
It’s complicated.

Do you think anyone likes you?
There’s such a possibility, yes…

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
I used to, but now I don’t, it’s wasting the person that I am now.

Do you know the muffin man?
Yyy… I don’t know what it means. Yyy, no?

Does the future scare you?
No.

FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
Because they’re as crazy as I am.

Why is the sky blue?
So you can ask ;]

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
I don’t know. Mum told me once she simply liked this name.

Why are you doing this survey?
I’m waiting for “Bones” to load, I needed something to do.

THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be?
I’d like to control fire, like Warren Peace XD

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
No. What happened then made me person I’m now and exactly in this situation. Maybe not everything is perfect, but I still can make it perfect ;)

If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
An axe.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your exs if they asked you?
Ok, this will sound strange, but there’s no ex to get back together with…

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yeah, I always was curious how would that look ;] Plus already I know which wig I’d buy :D

ONE LAST QUESTION:

Are you happy with your life right now?
Yeah, I’m pretty happy.

And now, after all this rambling, I'm going to watch Bones. ;]

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 18:04:00 GMT

So… I wasn’t here for awhile. I guess a lot of stuff happened since the last time I posted… but can’t think of anything interesting. Just life.

Most of my friends left for their studies – that reminds me of some preparations I should make before beginning my third year. Sounds a little surreal. Third year. I just don’t feel that old… actually I caught myself telling various people that I’m 18 (yeah, since 2005 XD), hehehe. Maybe I’m losing contact with reality (as if I ever had one).

But lets get to the really important stuff. Sixth season of NCIS, squeee XD I wasn’t aware I missed Gibbs that much – I joined every group containing “Mark Harmon” or “Gibbs” phase on facebook.
Oh, right – I have an account there and for once I know how exactly it happened XD (usually things just happens – like me studying law – I still have no idea how it happened). So, I got nice invitation from a girl from my English group – didn’t think we will stay in touch. Nice surprise ;]
The other reason was… even my mum has an account there (it’s a bit scarry how good she’s with all that stuff… my geek mum XD that will be fun, can’t wait until she starts reinstalling PCs) – I felt a bit… behind the times XD
There’s also new season of Bones (Zach was temporary back, squeee) and the whole new tv show, Fringe. I love Walter Bishop. And Peter too. They both play piano, awww. I know, sounds silly, but I can’t (not that I want to, after all it’s a part of my “charm”) do absolutely nothing about it – guys playing piano make me instantly fall in love (though I’m not sure if it’s with pianos or them :P).

***
I’m sick. It’s just a cold, but hell, it’s so irritating and I’m running out of tissues.

I bought mandrake seeds and I’m waiting for it to start growing. I wonder how long it will take for it to reach proper size – I’m curious about this screaming root that’s always mentioned XD I guess I’ll see… or hear more likely, just have to wait XD

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 18:39:22 GMT

Well… Rabbit came. Rabbit left. It still feels a bit odd, especially when I’m reaching for oregano, while cooking spaghetti XD

That was really fun, these few days.
Sightseeing, the noble art of doing nothing, drinking (a lot of Ciechan; unpasteurized beer, hit of the season and I dare to say, surely the best beer in the world XD), shopping (buying books of course, not clothes, unless you count eco bag XD) and usual Rabbit’s stuff (like jumping in puddles & singing “The rain song” or “Rebel Rebel” or “SHAFT! Can ya dig it”  don’t ask about the last two :P).

The best parts of this visit were:
1/ visiting Place of Power (and meeting that lovely butterfly)
2/ X Files II: I want to believe (I absolutely loved the remix of X Files theme) – and I want to see it again (but I’m not going to behave XD there’s going to be a lot of “squee”)
3/ attic grill party, walk to park and sitting in the fountain XD (soaking feet in the fountain in the middle of the night seemed to be a good idea at the time XD that’s why regular people shouldn’t accompany Rabbits on their trips, strange things happens)

~X~
Elka is in hospital, she had an operation, but nothing life-threatening, though she look very… painful and faint. I hate hospitals. I spend few hours with her and left feeling positively sick – I’ll have to thank mum for all these years she treated me at home… and if I was to go to hospital now, I’d bite through my own veins after few hours spent there. Wards freak me out. Totally.
I hope they’ll let her go home tomorrow. Home and her mum’s cooking will help her to recover in no time. Oh, and coffee, she’s missing it there dearly ;]

As for me, Him and “situation”, there’s a long, long way ahead of us. And I’m not in any rush… neither is he. And that's very fine.
Very fine is fine.
XD.

It's the best pic I took, no matter how I asked, he just wouldn't stay still... XD

"If you came for wisdom and knowledge, ask and you shall receive an answer". I forgot about the asking, my attention was consumed by butterfly XD

Most of the trees there looks like this two (one :P), pretty amazing...

One of the stones in the circle of power

Wolf. In the wildlife reserve. They're so thin they could escape through the holes in fence ;/

Lynx. Big kitten, huh?

European bison -- the only reason why people in this country know where my city is... XD

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 22:11:50 GMT

HA. Rabbit is coming!

Oh, this is going to be fun… but I have a lot of things to do XD like cleaning for example. But I’ll manage.

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 16:49:32 GMT

My luck, nothing to be jealous of… honestly.

My sister and I took our dogs and went to the river. The whole trip was mostly for Mora, so she could run a kilometer or two (it’s not like she has many opportunities, unless it’s after some stick or toy) and then have a “bath” in the river, what she just loves. Especially when it’s as hot as today.
We got to the bridge, I lead Mora down to the river and after few steps I’ve frozen in place – in the front of me (and Mora), in the shallow water lied very dead and smelly… boar.
Animals I’m meeting are getting more and more fleshy. I hope the next I’m going to meet won’t be alive, alive aurochs, because I’m not sure if I still remember how to climb on the tree (with dog on my back…) and I doubt they’d be afraid of me…

I’ve seen the hawk again, maybe next time I’ll be able to take a pic of it. They’re such a bad models… very skittish. But I’ll have a pic of it, sooner or later.

Grandma’s sister came with visit. As always she told me that old compliment that I must have lost some weight, because I look so slim (I wonder where, around ankles maybe? – though that would be hard to tell, I wear “hippie” jeans all the time). I indeed lost some weight, but I returned exactly to the weight I had last summer, when she saw me the last time. So I didn’t change a bit.
She invited me for holiday to the city they live in. Maybe I’ll visit, but a bit later, around August when they have grape picking there. Or maybe I’ll visit Masuria again, this time with my friends ;)

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:17:31 GMT

It took me ages to finally post a note here. Gee…

A lot of things is happening around, but nothing worth writing… not really.
I spend few days with mom, her friends and their kids, by the lake. Weather was… good, for me. It wasn’t too hot and it even rained for a day. Rest of the people was deeply unsatisfacted by the lack of sun – they count on free tanning session :P
I still haven’t found time to visit Gofer, who in 3 weeks time is flying abroad to Turkey, to study there. For a whole year. I can’t imagine it – a year in country she has some internet friends, but she doesn’t know the language or culture (knowing her, she’ll start making her own orders, which is most certainly going to put her in some troubles). It would be better if she just went to Ireland or Great Britain, but no, she’s stubborn…
I admire her sometimes, but… at other times, I just wish she was more… reasonable. It’d save me some worries.

Kupala. I avoid this kind of entertainment, but this year I didn’t want to disappoint Elka, who needed to have some fun – while I was by the lake, she organized the whole thing (transport to the place and back home, food, people, music, etc.). We had a grill, then we went to see the festivities.
It was rather nice, though I don’t like crowds and there was a lot of people there.

About session, I failed one exam, or rather, exam was failed XD I happened to be one of 60 people, who got, in some sort of lottery, failing grade. No worries, I’ll pass it in August.

It's not so bad, it's not so bad...

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 13:34:05 GMT

I’m such a lucky person, gee…
I passed two oral exams I feared the most (if you don’t pass these two, you can’t write the main exam, from lecture – so you’re four exams “in back” //that’s local colloquialism, meaning that you failed//, plus you have to pay for these two). SO… I don’t really care for the rest of the exams (though it would be nice to pass tomorrow’s exam from administration law) and there left only three. Administration, English (the oral part of exam) and constitutional law (the last of oral exams – people say it’s impossible to fail it, but you have to read Constitution few times… I have weekend for it, so I think I’ll manage).
I’m still waiting for the results of civil law exam, though passing it is more the matter of luck, than actual knowledge. Last weekend was the first term from civil law’s lecture with no sanction (meaning: if you fail, you can write it again, during main exam // if the first term is binding and you fail, you get failing grade and come for exam in September…) so we (Tomasz, Ula, Adrian and me ) sat together and consulted the answers since we have the same group (I know it’s shocking, but it’s common thing in Poland – there’s even unwritten rule, you can cheat as long as you don’t get caught), but none of us passed (not because we worked together on the answers, but because the lecturer doesn’t really check these exams – you still have bigger chances to pass than won in Lotto for example; besides, who can check 158 exams in a day and half?). Even our resident know-it-all Anita didn’t pass, what mush have been shocking for her…

Some people gathered on Polish NCIS forum and decided to work on writing subtitles for episodes of 4th and 5th season.
Difficult work ahead of us, especially for me, because translations always make me angry. Some things you can’t just translate… though Polish translators are often trying to prove something else…
And my personal project is to correct errors in subtitles that are already made – I’ve got them for few episodes, so mum could watch NCIS with me and I thought I’m going to die from shock… someone had a really bad dictionary…

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 20:39:40 GMT

This is what you get, when you’re not a systematic student. More silver hair, bad sight and shaking hands.
It’s the last time, when I postpone “everything” (read: exams) for later. And I’m moving out of here, because I can’t study. Tomorrow parents are leaving to Kiel, Germany, for about seven to ten days. They leave me and my sis alone. I’m in the middle of the session, I have at least four exams and all hear is:
- I need you to write me an application, you’ll send it tomorrow
- I ordered a coin, get it, tomorrow
- go to the chamber tomorrow, you’ll collect the correspondence
- go to grandma tomorrow
- help me with shopping
- clean the kitchen
- water plants
- go to basement, bring bla bla
- make me some tea
- can you bandage my foot (my idiot sister jumped on some stone during exam for junior lifeguard or something and badly injured her foot, cutting it deeply) – and she’s doing it on purpose, because she can do it very well on her, but she likes the way my face is turning pale when I look at it (I’m fine with rotten bodies, autopsies and etc. but on alive people it look more… painful – I know I’m rambling... geez)
And when I sit by my PC, to check mail (for educational reasons, like notes or questions for exams) or to watch NCIS (s1 is on TVN, dubbing is pitiful, makes my ears bleed… but I can’t resist watching Gibbs and Abby and the rest ) they ask: why aren’t you studying?
So I ask, who is normal in this family? Definitely not me.

Dad: Are you going to sit here long?
Me: I don’t know, I want to read (I wave with some notes)
Dad: Can you write me an application?
Me: Sure. (I switch on the PC)
Dad: No, not now, after the match’s end.

As if I had nothing better to do in the middle of the night than writing him that stupid application! MORON!

No way I’m staying here next year. I prefer working and living somewhere else than spending here another year. You finish work and you’re free, and while I’m staying here there’s no end to their demands and they’re never happy.

(And yeah, I’m aware this situation is all my fault…)

Somebody just kill me.

“I wy mnie pytacie jaki obłęd. Normalny.”

Fri, 30 May 2008 22:33:30 GMT

Still not learning to the session, which is a mistake… but… I’ll start reading civil law tomorrow, because it’s the closest exam on my list. Then I should do something with oral exam I’m postponing since… April, I think.
Geee.
Well, the thing is that I don’t feel like learning. Besides, it’s law. It’s boring. I see no sense in learning all that stuff, when I know it’s useless. All that lawyer is doing in such a small town like mine is writing applications… Hell, I’ll start to worry about all that tomorrow (so in about half an hour… technically).

Today we went to Budy with mum. No work, just relax. I spend (almost) the whole day reading “Jakub Wędrowycz’s chronicles” – the better parts I read to grandma, she found them quite amusing, especially one’s about the communists.
Really, Wędrowycz is so absurd at the moments, but I… like him. There’s not many anti-heros like him. Eighty-something civil exorcist, who has only three years of prime school and he’s favourite ways of spending time are drinking beer or booze and poaching. Ant there’s no ghost, vampire or werewolf standing a chance with him… hehehe.
Super-anti-hero.

My sister is making troubles again and she has chosen the wrong moment for that. My patience completely vanished and I have no tolerance against her moods, complaints, demandings and stupidity. Or anyone’s else, for that matter.
I’m glad she’s leaving tomorrow and I won’t see her until late Sunday. I need some peace, silence… I need to be left alone.
I’m unable to live with people. Or maybe I simply like being difficult…
Anyway, I’m going to have a nice, quiet weekend and I’m going to use this time for something useful. Like learning civil law.

Summary:
+ I finally found some time to read (though not what I should read)
+ I bought myself mp3 (no more that stupid mp4)
+ one of the English exams is already behind me
+ they (archaeologists) might be on the good way to find the tomb of Cleopatra and Antony; that’s wow, it was thought that whatever left of their bodies is somewhere on the bottom of the bay…

- “Secrets from the Sand (…)” by Zahi Hawass, available only at one bookshop – very expensive (though it's never too expensive for me if it's book) and I have to wait about a month to get it; I need a job for summer holiday…
- stupid sister I can’t stand (mum says: why do you have to complain about her? I always wanted to have a sister; yeah, but I didn’t, why it always has to be what she wants, not me? I've never wanted to study law either…).

Sat, 17 May 2008 20:51:13 GMT

Yesterday. Instead of learning, I spend all day on drawing various pics. I was in mood for another adventure with pencils and apparently, pastels. And that’s a rare thing lately. I almost forgot how pencil feels in hand… ;]
I told myself that I'll learn the next day. Today...
Today we went to Budy, where I grilled bananas and then, cleaned all "suspicious places". "Suspicious place" is a place in our small house with wooden floors (under which there's nothing but stones, sand and rodents) where you can find a lot of mice's or rat's shit or both... Mum tells me to clean there, because she's scared of mice... actually of everything that has a “bare” tail (mice, rats, snakes... rhinos...) and when she sees one, she screams like demented. Poor mice... she probably makes them instantaneously deaf...
I wonder how she could sleep peacefully, knowing that I keep mice in my room. When I was younger I kept few in old aquarium. Mum was quite alright with that white ones, but when I brought two gray, she wasn’t… pleased. Anyway, I made situation clear. Me and all my mice stay at home, or none of us – I threaten to move in with grandma (grandma is ok with everything as long as it’s not a snake). And we stayed XD
I love mice, they're such a dexterous creatures... and funny ones.

I also baked (yeah, I washed my hands). Cake with rhubarb. It tasted almost like an apple pie... My neighbor said I'll make a good wife. And of course my grandma vel Gum Ear heard that and before I could stop her, told neighbor that I don't want marriage. And that I have awful taste in men (just because I told grandma that I find Porter attractive... // well, there’s nothing bad with guy if he’s handsome, but if he’s just handsome, what I’m supposed to do with him once he’s old and wrinkled? Drown him? I want a guy with brain, so I can talk with him, looks doesn’t matter). Neighbor tried to talk some sense in my head, sweet Circe, I thought she’ll never stop… what a woman….
Have I mentioned she wants to make a match of me and one of her sons? Geee…
That’s just sad.
I wonder if there’s some active movement, for example: “Find-Yarrow-boyfriend-P.S.-she-really-needs-your-help!”, I’m not aware of…

Anyway, it was a good, though very tiring day and all I want is to get some sleep now… Sorry, if I don’t make any sense, I’m so tired… and that headache makes me unable to think in my own language, not mention English…

She's old, she's fat, she's stubborn, she never do what I tell her to do, but... I love her SO much <3

A hungry one...

...two...

Mist

Oh, Rabbit, congrats on new family member ;) May your internet cable be safe! Other cables too.

Thu, 08 May 2008 19:36:31 GMT

HA!

I've got the song from B3x13 that everyone want so badly and which is supposed to be available at the beginning of August.

XD

Tue, 06 May 2008 16:17:13 GMT

We know how to pray, party every day (~ Pink, “Feel good time”)

One with old classmates, on the 1st of May.
The main subject was… actually all we were doing was trying to confirm the latest gossips. Of course I didn’t have much to say, because I don’t put my interest in other’s people life… Besides, what do you expect from a person, who most of her time spends on watching few TV shows and reading. I don’t have social life, at least not here (I mean H-ka). My virtual social life is another story, but I’ve heard that it doesn’t count (obviously, I don’t care).
From the gossips, topic changed to relationships and etc. so again, I had nothing to say. ½ of Twins drag me outside of the club and interrogated about men. I mumbled something about being too busy lately and asked her about her boyfriend, which was very cunning way to redirect the question line… She forgot about interrogating me and talked about Mr. Perfection. That simple…
Anyway, it was, quite nice to met these people, I kind of… like them, after all.

For the next day we (I mean Elka and me) had planned grill. But quite out of the blue, the weather changed -- it rained and that was serious threat to the whole grill idea. Fortunately Elka decided to move our party to the attic of her house and put grill on the balcony, under parasol. It was my first grill indoor XD
That was definitely the most… original party I took part in. The music was quite alright, for the most of time. Anyway, I was in musical minority, so I didn’t have much to say when it came to choosing the songs we listened to. People were fine too, mostly… though I could barely stand company of one couple… he was acting like “henpecked husband” and she was boasting about her oh-so-sweet-sweetheart. I successfully avoided them for the bigger part of party…
There was also Elka’s brother and her sister-in-law, nice people, I met them before and immediately become very fond of them.
And I can’t forgot about Adam of course. I, in a way, knew him before too. We attend the same high school, he was one year higher and a bit later we took additional English classes in the same group, but somehow, we never talked… just “hi”, “hi” before the class started…
I was quite surprised that he remembered me (remembering him from high school wasn’t that difficult, he was… kinda famous there), after all, I was known from rather radical/crazy ideas (like running through the school corridors with scythe in my hands or stealing soup from mess hall XD) than looks, which I didn’t have back then, nor I have now (I’m too lazy to do proper make up and wearing something trendy, so I usually have that hangover-look)…

Back to subject!
I was worried that I’ll cause some awkward situation, when it seems that actually everything was set up! At the beginning I didn’t really pay attention to Elka’s not so subtle escapes when Adam and I talked, but a bit later it became all too obvious… and that questioning… Aga (that one from “henpecked husband”) asked me if I enjoy Adam’s company, which I of course denied and Elka corrected my statement, adding: you do, when you’re alone. I had nothing to say. But to myself, I had to admit that indeed, I enjoyed his company.
Why wouldn’t I? He’s funny guy, big fan of British black humor (which is rather rare) – we talked over all of the scenes from Monty Python and most of the Terry Pratchett’s books. He likes Farben Lehre (another Polish punk rock band), Happysad (Polish rock band), plays guitar, chess…
It’s always nice to meet a smart guy ;)

A bit later, Elka demanded that I have to let her take a pic of me… and Adam as well (as in: together). Low blow. We looked at her, then at each other, both looking like gaping fish. I told her there’s no way I could possibly agree to that. First of all, my face was all red and besides I have my feminist image to uphold.

But the end of the party was the best. Elka must have told something to her sister-in-law, because she insisted that Adam must drive me home. She gave up when I told her I live about 50 away from Elka’s place and in direction opposite to the one they were heading to…

// And Bones, I have to mention Bones… what an episode!!! (The Verdict in the Story) One of the best I’ve seen (though not so good from lawyer-to-be point of view but I don’t care!)… two more eps, then summer break and at the end of August they’ll put on air the 4th season, yay!… I’m so glad I know English XD I’d die from impatience if I had to wait until I could watch it on Polish TV.

Thu, 01 May 2008 08:53:39 GMT

If you want something done right, ask a brunette.

Right.

I’m "changing my hair colour" to blonde. I occasionally suffer from blonde moments, so I guess I can be blonde full time. Maybe then I’ll stop being Yarrow, the Last Rescuer…
And it’s again Gofer who needs my help. And reason is still the same. How many times you have to make one mistake to finally learn not to do it?

Apparently many…

She called slightly after 8 am… she knows no mercy…
It’s her fault I had to acquaintance my neighbours with Pidżama Porno (punk rock/alternative rock band). Rule is simple: If I can’t sleep, no one else will, muahahaha XD
Besides, what was I supposed to do after 8 am?

// Blonde as in state of mind, not hair colour. Besides, as Abbs said, there's no statistical evidence that say blondes have lower IQ's than any other hair color, but when it comes to Gofer and certain area, she’s that typical blonde from jokes... and it has nothing to do with her hair colour (just the monkey’s mind).

She just send me SMS: could you bring me sandwich?

I don’t know what she uses her brain for, honestly. Six hours of travel (from Lbl to H-ka) and she took nothing to eat… she never ceases to amaze me…
I’ll get her that sandwich, after all, I don’t want her to die from starvation.

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:27:52 GMT

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

Ok, my room isn’t boring, it’s not the Sunday afternoon and I’m not waiting for anyone… What I’m doing is improving the noble art of wasting time…

No one at the NCIS forum. They’re probably trying to get the newest episode… the closer to final the more I don’t want to watch it… if they murder who I think they’ll, I’m not watching it… that way I’d be able to pretend it never happened…

Elka is preparing grill. And she wants me to come with someone, preferably, guy… How many times do I have to tell her there’s no one, no one, I could come with?
Now I’m in the hammer/anvil situation (eee… rock/hard place). There will be Aga with her boyfriend, probably Elka’s sort of ex-boyfriend and now, no matter what I do, it’ll be bad:
1/ two pairs and me, just what I need
2/ I’m not going, there’s Elka in very awkward situation
I’m going… guess I’ll just concentrate on eating XD

Few pics from the last trip:

Although I wear rather big size of shoes, these aren't mine, someone left them there...

I've just got my ceramic scarab. Since the 1x09 episode of Bones I'm collecting scarabs and other stuff to make something similar to Tempe's necklace... I wonder if I ever finish it, but one can always dream, no?

And I finally got that book about cats for Gofer. It took me awhile, but I have it :)

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 18:37:40 GMT

Ok, I admit, I did it...

Create your own! By ga_woo using Web Services by Yahoo!

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 07:33:14 GMT

I did some meme-stealing too... (form Acid, if I remember correctly...)

---------------RED-------------
1. Closest red thing to you?: Emily Strange post card
2. Last thing to make you angry?: Mum telling me to get up “right” now, which was this morning, slightly after 7:00.
3. Do you have a temper?: Definitely.
4. Are you a fan of romance?: Reading harlequins in a place of work, in order to scare most of the guys away counts? If yes, then I’m a fan…
5. Is this your favorite color?: Nope, but it’s my mother’s.

------------------ORANGE-------------------
1. Closest orange thing to you?: Children of the Nile’s CD
2. Do you like to burn things?: Yes, mostly letters and my diaries.
3. Dress up for Halloween?: We don’t have it here… but at some point I have Halloween every morning, when I look at myself in the mirror.
4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person?: Ice berg.
5. Do you have anything against red-heads?: No. I always wanted to be red-head.
6. Are you usually full of energy?: I guess so.
7. Is this your favorite color?: Not really.

-------------------YELLOW-------------------
1. Closest yellow thing to you?: Highlighter.
2. The happiest time[s] of your life?: When I’m alone… ok, I think that my childhood in Budy was the happiest time of my life…
3. Favorite holiday?: Samhain.
4. Are you a coward?: No.
5. Do you burn or tan?: Burn.
6. Is this your favorite color?: Not even close.

-------------------GREEN-------------------
1. Closest green thing to you?: My tea cup and two bottles of emptied Redd’s beer
2. Do you care about the environment?: Yes.
3. Are you jealous of anyone right now?: No.
4. Are you a lucky person?: I have more luck than common sense…
5. Do you always want what you can't have?: If you don’t count the Piano Guys… then no, not always.
6. Do you like being outdoors?: Yes.
7. Are you Irish?: No.
8. Is this your favorite color?: Yes, one of three.

------------------BLUE-------------------
1. Closest blue thing to you?: Window-sill.
2. Are you good at calming people down?: No. Actually, I think I’m the one who makes them angry, in first place… Gee, I’m not good with people.XD
3. Do you like the sea?: Yes.
4. What was the last thing that made you cry?: There was a movie about little Japanese boy and his little fox, which was dying because of some brain damage or something. Last time I cried like that, was when Mufasa died in the Lion King, I was in primary school then, I guess…
5. Are you a logical thinker?: I like to think I am…
6. Can you sleep easily?: Yes.
7. Is this your favorite color?: No.

--------------------PURPLE-------------------
1. Last purple thing you saw?: Flowers in my neighbor’s garden.
2. Like being treated to expensive things?: No. But I’m the master of buying expensive things a lot cheaper, usually books.
3. Do you like mysterious things?: Yes.
4. Favorite type of chocolate?: Milk chocolate with rice crisps.
5. Ever met anyone in royalty?: No.
6. Are you creative?: Well…
7. Is this your favorite color?: No.

------------------PINK-------------------
1. Closest pink thing to you?: Pink diamonds on the Raspberry Absolut post card…
2. Do you like sweet things?: Yes.
3. Like play-fighting?: I don’t fight, I just push people down from the stairs. XD
4. Are you sensitive?: Gofer says I’m even too sensitive for my own good.
5. Do you like music?: Can’t imagine my life without it.
6. Is this your favorite color?: No, though I like pink Ponies on my new T-shirt.

-------------------WHITE-------------------
1. Closest white thing to you?: Well, I have white pen with black stars on it. Does it count? If not, then I think that ceiling is the closest white thing…
2. Would you say you're innocent?: Like jasmine’s flower… from Kamasutra…
3. Good at keeping the peace?: No.
4. How do you imagine your wedding?: Well, when I was younger I keep on asking if black dress would be bad idea… Now… I can’t really see myself getting married. Not just because I’m solitary person, but the whole idea of all these people looking at me, then wishing me things they wish everyone else on similar occasion, without any care… bleah, I’m more into handfasting.
5. Do you like to play in the snow?: YES!!! I just love it!
6. Are you afraid of going to the doctor or dentist?: Once you start visiting doc’s you can’t stop it. They’ll always found something to cure…
7. Is this your favorite color?: No.

-------------------BLACK------------------
1. Closest black thing to you?: My T-shirt.
2. Ever enjoy hurting people?: No, but I enjoy my sarcastic service… deeply.
3. Are you sophisticated or silly?: I like to think that I’m sophisticated XD
4. Would you like to go to space?: No.
5. Do you have a lot of secrets?: Yes.
6. What is your favorite color?: Silver (among the others)
7. Does the color you wear affect your mood?: Colours make my eyes hurt ;]
8. Is this your favorite color?: Definitely.

Now, back to the NCIS, some episodes need to be watched.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 20:46:04 GMT

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:33:41 GMT

On my way back from the trip to the forest, I found skull and few fragments of bones (of course the weren't human; they belong to boar, I think). Since it smelled rather bad I decided to leave it, where it was, but couldn't resist taking few pics (mainly because I wanted to know what animal exactly they belong to and since my "neighbour" is forester... anyway, I couldn’t brought that smelly skull with me, mum would most certainly decapitated me for that… XD ).
Of course my sister saw pics on the camera and told me that I’m abnormal and should stop watching Bones, because it's doing me nothing good... Hence, I don’t think she will let me watch this TV show on her TV this week. XD.

Well... that's not my fault. Taking pics of skull isn't much worse from attempts to mummify dead fish… I was twisted kid. And now I’m twisted adult. Nothing new under the sun… so why are they so shocked?

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 13:20:28 GMT

Of course it had to rain!
So... no trip to the forest, but... Tofka agreed to let me take few pics :D I love her, absolutely.

And now it's just a perfect moment for a cup of tea and chocolate... and "The Man in The bear" Bones' episode. Hehehe.

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 19:12:57 GMT

Bones. I forget the world when I’m watching it, thought I shouldn’t, because I’ve a lot of things to be done… and soon. I’m in the middle of writing an essay, in which I’m comparing the land of dead people in myth about Sisyphus to the one in “The Master and Margarita” (by Bulhakow). Kinda fun… I’d love to take some more time with it, but unfortunately it’s for my sister’s boyfriend and he needs it as soon as possible. Don’t they know that you can’t rush the artist? Geeez…
Then there’s that oral exam with lecturer I don’t really like to be alone with in one room… he’s scary. And there was something else, that I completely forgot about… geeez, guess I have to write down a list of things to do.
And now I have to go to chambers, because daddy the dearest is taking a part in some trial. I’m not in the mood to sit there. I should be learning (what I’m trying to do since the beginning of the last month…), but I know perfectly well, that if they let me stay home, I’d be watching Bones.
I’m addicted…. Very much. Now I’m gathering the best songs from these three seasons in one place. I have over forty songs already XD which is good, because songs from Bones are… just amazing. The melody, the lyrics… especially lyrics… mmm, I’m in love with all of them XD

I was right when I wrote that in order to pass summer session I have to dismantle my PC. But from the other hand, things I’m learning now will be completely useless in my future. All I’ll be doing is writing applications so one stupid person can divorce the other one… or whatever… (ok, I admit I have the wrong approach to the marriage stuff, yeah, that’s because I’m feminist, I’m difficult and I can see everyday how that marriage stuff worked for my family…)

To think that all I ever wanted was to dig in soil, kneel in dirt for hours until I can barely drag my own body to some tent in the middle of nowhere… collect small pieces of ceramic pots just to give them back to the world in theirs initial shape. Eh… nevermind.

Tomorrow – welcome Budy and my beautiful marsh that I discovered on my trip to the forest sometime ago. I hope weather will be good, because since we all go there, I might be able to leave for some more time than usual. I’m really looking forward it. I found these trips very… relaxing, calming, especially when there’s no one accompanying me… except maybe my dog, but she knows how to behave.

P.S. It seems that I'm not such a bad English tutor as I thought XD Magda got top mark on her test. Good...